Illimitable

2006. 01. 25

Going backwards. Learn, and forget what has been learnt. Brain throws away knowledge like a supernova explosure. Vomiting every bit of its components into darkness. Lost.

2006. 01. 23

People change. I change. If it wasn't the word from my former jr. high school classmate, I wouldn't even notice I was almost obtaining the bad habits from hypocrites. I was almost being converted by them.

"Stop being 'polite'." My ex-classmate said. Then I notice, since when I stopped to speak of the truth? Maybe it is a good way to protect oneself, yet it is also the time of losing one's purity. The scar of last year has deprived my belief. And I start to play a part in their games. The childish games. Even, when arranging the jr. high reunion, a voice keep reminds me to be aware wether A would like B's attandance or not. Though I know, in fact, no one cares. My jr. high classmates are not those people. They don't care! Yet I just can't restrain the thought. I've been converted. I've been converted! Yike! Better stop before becoming uncurable.

2006. 01. 22

Thanks to Max for giving me the motivation to move the old blog records from blogger.com to here. Yeah, go check the Archives section. The young funny-silly me is there. Haha. Oh boy, my chinese was much better back then. =P

The motherboard on my computer died. Argh. All the good stuff are on it. And no, I don't want to plug the hard drives on this computer. No. No. No. I am weird. =P

2006. 01. 19

Here I proudly announce: New layout, and I am BACK!

One whole year since this site last updated, if you was awared. Ah! How time flies. Haha. Where have I been? Uhm, books, mostly. And struggling in the no-so-friendly world. Learnt something, got hurt, realize no one cares about you if you are not a part of them. Good lesson but I dislike.

However, it is not really that miserable. No. It gives you this impression because it is the condensed version of "miserable times". I gained new hobbies this year actually. Quite a benefit being away from computers. New works too. Now lots stuff is waiting for me to finish. Good, keep myself busy. There is too much fun to have. *smile*

In the following days I should be re-writing the guestbook script and fixing broken links. Not going to let this site die again, no.